When you are in the middle of everything there is always turmoil and at times the sense that things will never get better, but rest assured they do. Five years ago when my world fell apart after the bomb I could never imagine how happy I would be today. Did I try to save my marriage, absolutely. Did I succeed, no but in the process I saved myself and today I am so much better for it. It's a slow process, keep the focus on you and your kids and away from your H. Let him work through whatever his issues are. Best to you.
