So glad you are ok!! And congrats on your course. You are moving right along, forward.

I've looked at my H before and thought, gee, how unattractive (especially while he's drinking). I wonder if I would think the same if we didn't live together?

Good luck with SE2. So far, he sounds pretty interested in you! If you can keep feeling "done" with the emotions regarding H, you'll be in a good place. I still have those "why can't it be me" moments, and H isn't even with someone else. Sigh.


M44 H57
D17 (special needs)
M 18 yrs
Bomb 7/2/12
Still living together