I saw your post on Portia's thread and wanted to stop by and offer (((hugs)))
Hang in there. This has been a long long ride and you are entitled to weak days. Acknowledge what you are feeling, don't compound it by berating yourself for that feeling.
Some days are diamond, some days are stone.
You are doing great. Really. It is very likely that a change is in the wind for you, some way some how. Draw down your focus, day by day, minute by minute.
Take care.
Me 46 H 56 M 22 yrs S22, D20, Twin Ss18
You teach people how to treat you by what you allow. What you stop. And what you reinforce. ~~~~~~~ A lack of boundaries invites a lack of respect.
