let's start at the end, shall we?

[KindaHappy1]

Seems like I keep messing up.

She called last night and I got into talking about the book Hold Me Tight and explained the the book does a great job showing what went wrong, how neither of us were able to speak to each other in a way that truly expressed our feelings and caused us to get caught up in the argument instead.

She told me that she had been reading too and that she thinks she is in the mourning phase of our relationship. She went on to say that she has known me so long and that she knows my personality, and she doesn't think I can change. She feels like its all too little too late.

I asked her if she would consider returning to therapy with me. She couldn't commit, told me her phone was about to die and that she would call back, then hung up. she texted that she would call back. I texted her that the therapist I found will bill our insurance and quted the 80% success rate of the therapy. She ended up texting me after I went to sleep and it said to make an appointment.

I'm taking the boys out for the day tomorrow, so I'm just staying quite today.