Living in the Now(or how Ruby got her groove back)

[JuneReN]

Thanks Linda...
Sometimes I feel like the parent. Anyone else? You know, when you watch your kid go, knowing they will make mistakes, but you stand back anyway because you love them, but they have to do it on their own?

Ummm...did I sign up for this? LOL

[tori2012]

This hits SO CLOSE to home! I think we both signed up for this without knowing!

But yes, we must let people make their own choices and make mistakes. It's a tough one, though, both with children and WAS's!

[MrCAS]

Ummm...did I sign up for this? LOL

Yeah. Shaved your legs, too.

[JuneReN]

Sh*t...I remember....

[JuneReN]

So, am tired and out of energy, but course ends today!!
Got into car accident yesterday, am okay, but car needs fixing lol!

Dropped stuff off for H, saw his new GF on his "favourites" for numbers on cell when I looked down and his screen saver was a pic of holding hands. Of two minds- one it was a bit sad, I was "Why can't this be me?" (remember, bad stressful day yesterday). and two...I really am done with these emotions. As I looked at H yesterday and found him not that attractive for first time in a while....

My SE2 canceled yesterday, but that was okay. I tried to cancel first, because he would have been driving for 2.5 hours to see me (he is camping and was going to break in the middle.) and I said that he shouldn't and we could reschedule.

So he apologized yesterday and said could we reschedule lol, so no juicy gossip until next week, sorry

[RosaLinda]

Congratulations on completing your course Ruby! Well done! I am idiotically proud of you - you persevered thru the one of the worst times in your life, and were able to overcome great roadblocks and speed bumps. You are truly bettering yourself! Do you get any time off now?

Sorry to hear about your car accident, thank God you weren't badly injured. Feeling a bit achey today?

You have THE most intetesting SEs! My only experiment involves casually touching my H every day to try to tame him like one of T's ferrel cats, and get him used to my touch before he leaves in 2 1/2 weeks. You are pretty hot stuff Missy if SE2 drove 1 1/2 hours to see you for 20 minutes the other day, and was willing to drive 21/2 hours yesterday! We're all eagerly awaiting your next exciting installment

PS I have a photo of holding hands as my screen saver too. They are NOT h's and my hands, I stole it off facebook. Don't worry about new GF - a mere infatuation, flash in the pan. She'll be off that favorites list before you can say Limerence

[Positivespin]

Car crash is a signal to slow down

Damn!!! I was waiting to read about the date. You are my SE. If you dont date I cant learn............stop screwing my progress

I am concerned about one thing that burned me late June

Now that the race and course are done....what are your new goals? Just worried about a letdown due to 100% achievement. Short term goals specifically.

[littleGTO]

Good question, PS!

And, I agree, I was waiting for news about SE#2 also!

And, congrats on finishing your course!

Oh,I am soooo glad you were okay from your car accident!

It is interesting how we can see the man we've loved for so long in a different light and their actual physical appearance isn't as attractive as it once was (I've recently thought the exact same things).

[Positivespin]

Oh Jesus GTO..........you better not be referring to the bald thing

I was counting on the bald thing to be a natural evaluation in ALL intelligent, beautiful women's brains. It gave me hope for some SE's of my own in the future.

Ruby, I forgot, make damn sure you do something for you for completing the course. It will help you finish future goals.......and congrats Rockstar!

[Wonka]

Ruby, the car accident is a warning to slow down and pay attention to what's happening around you.

Details, details on SE2. Heck, I just have to live vicariously through you for a bit longer until I gather up enough nerve to join an online dating service.