Please don't be so hard on yourself HWA. I agree it wasn't such a big deal really. People need to get a life and not be so critical and negative, you know better than that by now and I know you can and will forgive them.
After reading all your previous posts, I can see you are in a much better place than you were when you first started out, you have learned so much and are really doing great. I feel sad that your W is missing out on getting to know you now and seeing your positive changes. Her loss! I personally can't understand the no communication road that she has gone down.
Anyway we care about you and always hoping for the very best in your sitch.
