F, the son just said it was my body and my choice. I just told him that I didn't do the tattoo to annoy his mum, nor did I do it to criticize her. I do it for me and the meaning is positive and for my future PMA. The other son I won't speak to until Wednesday. I won't be contacting the W, decided not to do that. Don't know what to do with contacting the friend anymore either, I have tried calling twice today. Get the feeling that the phone isn't being picked up. It really is a hard situation as both boys spend a lot of time with the SIL and our friend, and I feel that they (the boys) hear a lot of negatives about me. I know mindreading, but I also have known these family members for near on 25 years. I am on the downhill of the rollercoaster this weekend. Hate being in this place, trying my best to get up the hill. I do know in the scheme of everything, this really isn't that big. Just another mistake I have to learn from.
ME:51 W:46 M:25 S:22, S:20 Divorced 16/9/15 BD 10/12 W left 12/12 with OW, affair confirmed Nov/12. Dark since 6/13 I"m in a new relationship since Feb 14.
