See, thats where I get confused. If my 1st ex dropped dead today, I wouldnt feel anything. I seriously can not stand that woman, and all the crap she has done to me in the past right up until I finally got out from under her control when my youngest turned 18.
Now, W #2...totally different. Granted we parted on much better terms, and she hasnt set out to completely ruin me...but...and this is going to sound really sappy...I truly believe she was my soul mate. We got along and complemented each other in all things. That we drifted apart, for whatever reason is her decision, not mine. Could I have done better? Absolutely, and thats what DB and the self improvement 180s are all about.
Not saying I am living in fantasyland...but I feel that down the road...who knows what will happen.
Me-45,W-36 M-12 yrs, T-15 years SS- 16 Nov 2003 Initial B date, 2-3 others since EA/PA OM 2003-2004 Reconciled 2004 May 2013 Final BD, W completely detaches W files D June 2013 I am moving out 26 July 2013
