Me 10 months on. Dark and detaching still.

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The tattoo picture really shouldn't be an issue, as I mentioned before. Not to mention it was only up for an hour, so more than likely they haven't seen it, but another friend might have told them. Again, if they have an issue, they need to talk to me about it.

No it shouldn’t but I very well could be IMO! They should talk to you about it, but do try to recall the old you and how people normally react. You get my drift! People rarely go to the source – instead they take the talk to the kitchen at work or the bar after work. Then they talk and one feather turns out as five chickens.
Do talk to him and clarification about this one but remember that he might spill your words to other people.

Aaargh, trying to be so positive, but sometimes you struggle with issues out of your hands.

So true!

I really have no hope at all for my marriage now. Not just because of the defriend, just that feeling you get. I just feel that the W is simply determined to do nothing about the marriage, apart from end it.

I do get you – I am moving fast forward towards this place these days! I feel like sh!t to some extent but then again it also gives some kind of relief (that to me!)

Please understand this is not a feel sorry for me comment, just simply where I now feel I have reached. It doesn't mean I have given up on fixing me, far from it.

Never did – I understand you!


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