Me 10 months on. Dark and detaching still.

[hotwheelsaust]

Thanks F, it is just another page in this long winding book. As I said, I can understand the W and SIL defriending, that is just part of the script. The friend is really worrying me. I tried calling, but he is at work, the friend's wife answered and normally is quite civil, but today you could sense the coldness.
The tattoo picture really shouldn't be an issue, as I mentioned before. Not to mention it was only up for an hour, so more than likely they haven't seen it, but another friend might have told them. Again, if they have an issue, they need to talk to me about it.
Aaargh, trying to be so positive, but sometimes you struggle with issues out of your hands.
I really have no hope at all for my marriage now. Not just because of the defriend, just that feeling you get. I just feel that the W is simply determined to do nothing about the marriage, apart from end it. Please understand this is not a feel sorry for me comment, just simply where I now feel I have reached. It doesn't mean I have given up on fixing me, far from it.