2old, I feel you are going round in circles with this one. Rick is right, there must be some clues or hints as to why she left. I've also said this to you before, but maybe that's your problem is that you don't listen.
It won't do you any good at all obsessing about your W's actions and why she left you. Let her go and get on with your life. I haven't got much to go on either with my H, but I'm GALing hard. I'm feeling very sad and angry this week, but I'm trying to carry on regardless!
Also having a PMA also helps smile Watch a comedy show, put some lively music on, think positive thoughts and say positive statements aloud smile Hope this helps smile


H47 me48
T22 M21
S20 - Got high functioning autism
3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her
11/2000 H moves back home
2/4/13 H moves out
H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!