and toward the end, it has you go over a couple dozen signs/ signals and asks you to rate if you think someone is judging you negatively or not. It was hard to go through, because I could see both my wife and myself doing each to each other. I can very much see why she decided it was over.
I know I am holding on to so much guilt and remorse. I know that GAL will help me move forward. I used to look forward to my weekends, but now I realize that I am dreading this one. I'm not feeling great, but my W did state that she loves me on the phone. It wasn't in a loving way, more like an "I DO love you but..."
Me-41 W-41 M-20y 2 teen sons 1 preteen son BD/ilybinilwy 6/8/13 I moved out 7/24/13
