Why are you scared? Dont do it and address why your dependent?
My mother had a old school Gastric bypass- The one where they cut your got open. Today they require a psych eval before they do it- back then they didnt.
So she couldnt eat. But her emotional problems needed to be pacified somehow so she moved to cigeretts, a pack a day, after two years she had to quit. so she shoved the food in- stretched out her gut and gained all her weight back.
So why do you do it? You were doing it in your R so it wasnt fixed. Its not loneliness. If it was you wouldnt have done it in your R- you obviously werent complete
Whats the trigger?
ME 38 W 37 T18 M5 D3 BD 1/7/13 PA Conf 2/11/13- Ongoing 2nd simultaneous affair Confirmed 4/19/13 W gets APT and begins transition out 5/29/13 First mediation appt 12/19/13