Wife said she was done! House sold, Moving forward

[Maritimer]

I am feeling very lonely lately. Not much action on my thread and days go by without a phone call or text from anyone. I really miss my family. I still cant believe that I am now kicked out of it. I had so many hopes and dreams with raising a nuclear family and felt I really had it all. It made me feel complete.

There is now a emptiness and I am scared that I will fill it with my old friend booze and pot. If that happens I can really see my life regressing in a real negative way. I am doing my best not to give in to the demons but they are now calling.

This is a hard way to live. When does it get better?