Guess I belong here now...

[brobafet]

Sweet,

The woman tailgating....huge 2x4. Digest those words on a minute to minute basis. God, heard you he spoke to you and now he is telling you to be patient.

When I pray and I'm asking for something I try to be a specific as possible.

I'd been trying to decide what to do, but I think it may be a good idea not to see him. If he knows that I'd always be there, he has no incentive to become a better person. He hasn't had to actually miss me yet.

I know that if I were seeing stbx daily it would drive me crazy. The unfortunate thing is I'm going to be soon. Well more like weekly. I'm moving to where she went to so that I can be closer to my kids. Its devastating that she is capable of hurting me the way she has and show no remorse for it.

I wish her being away from me and me going nc would have the effect of her missing me and maybe seeing what she is doing is wrong but I have to let go of that hope. Besides I don't know if I want her to come back.

Keep on praying it is working!