I think that the interview is worth a shot anyway, since I am sure I would enjoy the job. If I don't get it then I will probably go back to the old job, since it was so secure.
Normally I wouldn't be so focused on taking the job that would give me the most happiness and satisfaction. But I think that times are different now, since I am having a lot of emotional turmoil right now and I have to think about my well-being. And if I am thinking about the well-being of my children, then I need to care of myself.
On a separate note, H has been a lot happier in the past few days. He is more upbeat, and initiating a lot of conversations. He has been helping out more around the house with laundry and helping with dinners and with putting the kids to bed. He has also been a lot more considerate, like he was going out in the evening, so he came home early from work to help with the kids before he had to leave. I am not sure what is going on, but it is nice to see him happier.
M: 8 yrs T:14 Twins:7 S:5 BD:'NLILWY': Feb/2013 Mar/Apr/May: MC June: "living in limbo" Sept 12: H moves out Oct 20: reconciling Jan-Feb 2014:MC Feb 2014: separating, and H moved out.
