2old are you in counseling? If you can afford it try and see one. It may help a bit. Also see a doctor for some antidepressants. Worth the try. I don't know your religious beliefs but if you can't afford a counselor go see a pastor. They are usually free and well trained. It takes time for the feelings to go away. They will but it takes time. So feel them, talk to us about them, write them down on here. It really helps.
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