Just read your entire thread tonight. I guess you might say I'm a bit of a vet now??? Been DBing well over a year and understand very well what you are going through.
My H is in a long-time (2 year) EA w OW from work. Interestingly it has not ever been a PA.
Anyway, I know the hurt and pain you are going through right now. It is hard to live with them while the A carries on. BUt, it is part of her journey that she feels the need to experience.
It is awful, I know, but you need to start focusing on YOU, taking care of your mental health. GAL when you can (I know life is busy). Exercise helps MANY of us here--I know it has literally saved me at times of great stress.
I pray for you. Take one day at a time and try to find a small joy in each day.
- turtle/ GTO
M- 18 T-21 S-14,11 & 10 BD 6-18-2012 (OW-EA) H moved out 11-3-2012 10-5-13 Me- I want a divorce. I want to move on w my life. 11-25-13 Jointly filed.
