Actually, NO! I would much rather not have seen her, or to have her see me. My night would have been more enjoyable without her presence.
In regards to who it would be more awkward for, I won't even give that any time to consider. I have completely given up on making rhyme or reason about wife. She has become a complete stranger to me....I don't get it, and I probably never will. I will still choose to better myself, work harder on ALL of my relationship and continue my personal growth. However, my DBing days, at the least in terms of trying to save my marriage, are all over. I am throwing in the towel.
