Yesterday was a little rough. I have been working long shifts for the last 2 weeks straight. Generally I am able to stay busy and not dwell too much on the sitch, but yesterday was not one of those days I got home a little before dinner so i took D3 on a walk Before bed I read to D3 and D6 like always then it was time for singing. We sang some of the usual twinkle twinkle, ABCs, and Mary had a little lamb. Then D3 requested 3 little birds. We have been singing that one a lot lately since both girls love it. D6 sat on my lap and we were both holding D3's hands and singing to her. I realized in that moment that no matter what was going to happen....everything was gonna be alright. Maybe I won't get to do that every night in the future, but right now I will love and cherish every moment like that I have been dim with the W. I am trying to be careful about that because one of her major complaints was me checking out. I can't 180 checking out on her because the pursuit pushes her away. I have become as involved with the kids and household as possible. I hope some vets stop by to 2x4 me if I am messing up Still waiting on DR.
I got home a little before dinner so i took D3 on a walk 
Before bed I read to D3 and D6 like always then it was time for singing. We sang some of the usual twinkle twinkle, ABCs, and Mary had a little lamb. Then D3 requested 3 little birds. We have been singing that one a lot lately since both girls love it. D6 sat on my lap and we were both holding D3's hands and singing to her. I realized in that moment that no matter what was going to happen....everything was gonna be alright. Maybe I won't get to do that every night in the future, but right now I will love and cherish every moment like that 
