Thank you all for your support and ideas. I am in the middle of DR through it slower than I'd like with a lot going on. I put a cover over it. Fittingly, the Dalia Lama's, "The Art of Happiness". It's not perfect. His book is hardcover and the DR I have is not. But I think it's sufficient for prying eyes.
Everyone, including his mom has basically said I should just pack my crap and get out. (They mean that in the kindest of ways, and as someone previously mentioned, friends and family will not give don't always give the best advice.)
_________________________ H: 39; M: 36 (August 13) T: 10; M: 10 (October 13) SD: 17; SS: 15; SS: 11 H tells me he doesn't love me and wants D July 2013