I'm confused. I think I need to talk to a DB coach or something. I feel so desperate, needy, and I can see that I am slowly starting to demonstrate some of those behaviors. I need to step back and reread Sandi's rules. I so much feel like confronting my wife and this guy. Arrr.. I know nothing good will come out of it. I hate Thursdays as I know she will be with the OM all this evening. Scream.....okay, I will write later. Too sad that my mind is not thinking clear.
