Is it too soon to give up hope?

[2ndtimearoundCA]

Reflecting on yesterday. In less than 12 hours I went from an emotional low to a high. What a roller coaster!! But I am really trying to not get too excited. There is a long road ahead with lots of ups and downs. Yesterday was different from the last few times I have gotten together with w. First off, I didn't try too hard to look irresistible. Last time I met her I showed up maybe a little overdressed; this time I wore shorts, a t-shirt, and flip flops (given they were new and trendy; got a new wardrobe as part of my gal). I had a bit of a "whatever" kind of attitude and was happy with a "just friends" sort of meeting. The last time I met w I tried to create some sexual tension out of fear of being placed in the friend zone.

Last night W seemed really interested in one of the things I have been doing (sailboat racing), so I suggested she come along next time. We may do this next Friday (depending on if my friend who takes me is available). I am not sure if I should come up with a backup plan or just let it go if the boat race doesn't happen.

Anyway, back to last night. As I sat and talked to her she reached over and touched me a few times. The last time we met up I initiated touch. I think she was much more comfortable controlling to pace. But I don't believe I necessarily did the wrong things in earlier meetings. I think the contrast of the meetings may actually be a good thing.

Now I am going to wait and see what happens. And contact my friend about the racing.