Just catching up on your situation. My only advice is eat healthy! My H left for a long weekend with the kids a while back and I was left alone in the big empty house. I was sad that H had left without me, as I am part of the family, and he was just feeling uncomfortable with everything that was going on. I felt like an outcast in my own family! Anyway, my point is, I ate mac and cheese for dinner every day so my advice is to (not do what I did) and try to eat healthy and take care of yourself.
I agree with others to pamper yourself and do things that make you happy. It is great that you are able to do some self-reflection and work on regaining your inner peace and happiness. Do whatever it takes in order for yourself to feel happy again, you deserve it, you are such a nice person!
-cp
M: 8 yrs T:14 Twins:7 S:5 BD:'NLILWY': Feb/2013 Mar/Apr/May: MC June: "living in limbo" Sept 12: H moves out Oct 20: reconciling Jan-Feb 2014:MC Feb 2014: separating, and H moved out.
