He's the confused one...

[BRNR]

Hi all. It has been a while since I poked my head in.

Things in my sitch are the same as when I last wrote. Nothing new, nothing different. My feelings of being done are the same and have gotten stronger with every passing day. My life has been going well. I can't complain.

I have started dating. I guess my personality has shown to be a good one, I get hit on left and right and after turning so many away, I couldn't help but to start to take some of the guys up on their offers of dinner, coffee, and nights of fun and companionship. Nothing is serious or exclusive with any of them, but I have enjoyed the times shared and have seen so many great qualities in guys that I had forgotten about. It makes me eager to see what man the future holds for me. I have a better grasp of my wants and needs in a mate/spouse.

So, a little anxiety today...I go to court for the assault charges the my H falsely accused me of. I don't know how things will go, as I haven't talked or seen H in two months really. Who knows where he is in his journey.

Wish me luck! I am popping some Xanax this morning to calm my nerves a bit. It seems I have gotten the short end of the stick this entire time, and I am ready for some justice on my end.

I will try to pop in and let you know the outcome of today's events.

As always, thinking of everyone here. GM, Portia, I miss talking with you both. I hope all as well as could be in your lives. Snodderly and AJ, I will be channeling your strength and wisdom today. And everyone else that I didn't personally mention...hugs! Hugs to you all!