New to This - An English Man In Trouble

[Hadlee58]

Not having the best of days today....
My wife was in a foul mood last night, i did my best to help out without pushing and tried to remain happy with myself (for too long she would bring me down with her moods). Whilst helping her with the kids dinner i picked up a hot grill and burnt my hand and she showed little or no concern and kind of acted as if 'what idiot would pick that up' not the best response and not one i would have given had the roles been reversed. My mother called round last night and was full of chat to her which was great although my wife evn took a negative out of this by saying this wasnt the norm and probably wont last, where is the positive thinking???
Is it wrong that i am starting to get my own doubts about how things are going, part of me sometimes thinks to hell with it and i will be better without this marraige it still feels like i am the only one trying. She indicated 5 weeks ago that we should try dating but has never initiated any kind of affection and i dont feel we are any further along. Her view is that things will get better in time but i am not sure how long i can live like this.....
I yearn for the day when she wants to discuss our R as i dont want to bring it up as i dont want to pressurise her and i am just not sure how long i can take this. Maybe this is just a passing phase for me because i do want nothing more than to get my marriage back on track but i would just like a small glimmer of some encouragement/progress. I have planned a date night for us on Saturday and i guess i should be positive and look forward to it but now i am not so sure.
The highlight is my son is the mascot for our local rugby team tonight and we are all going to cheer him on, i have never seen him so giddy!!!!