"o worked on painting the house o made dinner sometimes o was very agreeable and pleasant on her birthday"
These aren't things that she's done FOR YOU. I think you've been so passive that you forgot what it's like when she does something nice FOR YOU for a change. For example, does she go out of her way to ask how you're feeling? Does she go up to you and give you a hug? Does she give you a back rub without asking? Etc.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
