Turtlegirl, one more vote here-- to keep on your path. Your H is sensing loss and now he's confused he is stringing you along. You will know when he wants to return and commit to the M.

Newman

me40; W43
M18; T~20
D18; S13 & S3
bomb 5/9/11
EA busted 4/30/12; 9/4/12; 4/29/13; 6/10/13 same OM

Separated 4/1/14

"Even a flicker of light will shine through darkness-12/25/2012"....better days ahead.