Thanks for the positive words. Had a bad day yesterday because he was on a business trip and didn't phone at all. I 180d though and didn't pester him. He is off for 10 days now as we go to the beach. I am praying that everything goes okay. Just trying to be a friend at this stage so he can see me in a positive light. What gets me is that we are going along fine and then he comes out with these random awful statements. I almost have anxiety attacks when he says them. I try to not let him see how bad they are. I guess this is an MLC. He is drinking an enormouse amount as well and keeps telling the kids and I what a waste the last 15 years have been and how much we have held him back. Has no problem telling kids this either. (Note: we have been married 18 year - 15 years is the amount of time we have been in the US since moving from UK.) Wish me luck on Vacation!
Fighting for my life W=45 H=38 M=18yrs D=16 D=13 Bomb Dropped = 5/10/13 Still in house for I guess another two years according to him.
