Blindsided Part 2

[chl0901]

So, before BD H and I would ML 1-2 times a week like clockwork. For about a month after BD (July), it slowed to 1 time a week (if that). For the past few weeks, he has been initiating much more (like 4 times a week, which is more than since we were teenagers!). He has been taking the medicine he was prescribed for low testosterone so that probably has something to do with the increase, but I'm also hoping he is starting to feel more attracted to me again? I just mean with my getting into better shape (still a work in progress) and I'm probably more pleasant to be around in general now that I'm not nagging and "annoying" H as much.

I know my sitch is still really young, so I'm not having any great expectations from this change, but it is noticeable and have been thinking about if it means anything.