Surviving Separation

[slow_it_down]

Ok, so maybe I don't know everything... And have some room to grow in the not making assumptions department.

I got a call (yes a real phone call) from my H today, not just a text, to explain why he didn't come yesterday as planned. His reason seemed like an excuse yesterday but after talking it sounds pretty legit that something came up. He also brought up lunch again and said "I just thought it would be good to get together once before you are in labor." So I guess lunch is back on for later in the week.

Part of me is happy he called and set my mind straight to what I thought was happening w/o him realizing that I thought he seemed flaky yesterday. The other part of me feels a little bit sad because it still feels like he's happy and content w/o me in his life. Like things are just "fine." Regular contact and the absence of malice/arguing is nice but feeling no signs of being missed continues to be hard to swallow.