Confused and Lost. I am so sorry for what you are going through. It's like repeating a tragic death over and over again everyday that they don't decide they want to work on the M. I am new here. I have a similar sitch with my H. He is texting someone. I think from work. But after I saw one of their messages (H and "Angel", where one of them said I Love You to the other), that was really all I needed to know. H uses his work cell and has it locked down with a password, so I can't get to his TM's even if I want to. Such a crap situation. I'm still in shock myself. Still breaking down when he's gone to work. Crying and breaking down is a daily event. How can you be expected to leave your life - to be kicked out of everything you've known for 10 years - and just be fine with that. The person who used to love you more than anything now has no love for you at all. The crying isn't going to stop anytime soon.
_________________________ H: 39; M: 36 (August 13) T: 10; M: 10 (October 13) SD: 17; SS: 15; SS: 11 H tells me he doesn't love me and wants D July 2013
