Well the H has my boys until Thursday and I already miss my boys. I'm so lonely here at home all by myself. It was really hard foe me not to say anything to H when he came to pick up my boys tonight. All I did was just smile and be polit to H. I know I still have a very long way to go but I miss H so much I just want to have my family back so much I know it may or may not happen. I really good he will come around and we turn to our family instead of being OW.
It's hard being away from the kids. I'm lucky in that my son doesn't stay with H, but rather H comes round to the house to visit S13. But it nearly killed me when S13 went to sleep away camp for two weeks. I'm glad H comes to visit even though it means I have to interact with him whether I want to or not.
Is there anything you can do to get yourself out of the house when the boys are with your H? Sitting around in an empty house is not good for your PMA. Consider it part of your GALing.
Both 50 S14 M 16 yrs (his 3rd; my 1st)
ILYBINILWY - 24 Dec 2012 H moved out - 27 Jun 2013 Legally separated - 6 Sep 2013 Closing the door and changing the locks
