Originally Posted By: Positivespin
I get frustrated and beat the snot out of myself because I think my evolution should be faster. Everyone has their own journey and im becoming impatient with my results.


Boy, can I relate to that!

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The Dr. looked back one year - to the week. 60 lbs heavier, higher dosages of meds, BP high, talking about all my anxiety, how I hated my job, how I was so bored and was stressed out and miserable hyper-focusing on obtaining the certification.


Boy, can I relate to that!

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She actually asked me one year ago "What about your life makes you happy?" My response......."I dont know"

"I DONT KNOW"
WTF! No mention of D3, or my wife, or my friends, or all the money we had back then, or the trips wed take, or the "trappings of success".

What a difference a year makes.I will NEVER go back to that. I still have MANY changes to make but im an exponentially stronger person who is so much better equipped.


Boy, can I relate to that! To me, that's one of the harder parts of the switch, the knowledge that I took something that was so important to me for granted. I'm getting the feeling you feel the same way, is that right? We've got to forgive ourselves, man.

[quoteMy problem was that I was using the return of my W, the rebuild of our marriage as my subliminal success measure - I cant do that.

I have my goals laid out and have nailed every one. That is all I can do.[/quote]

Boy, can I relate to that!

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This "GIFT OF TIME" has been heavily used. I just wish id have the OPPORTUNITY to bust out my 180 moves.


Boy, can I relate to that!

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I'm proud of you, buddy. Keep walking the path you're on, you're doing great, and I know things are going to turnout amazing for you one way or another!