Surviving Separation

[slow_it_down]

My due date is in a week and a half so S could really arrive at any time. I don't think H has any strong sense that he needs to see me before delivery... So I'm not holding my breathe. He's also been offering to do a bunch of favors lately which "sounds nice" but once again I'm not holding my breathe until he takes action.

I'll take it as a positive that he's feeling like he ought to help, but after he's back to being flaky again today I'm glad that I still don't feel lulled into thinking I can count on him for anything (at least not yet). I still get the sense that some of his behavior is contingent on something outside our relationship (like the status of things between him and OW) and his running hot or cold will continue to be unpredictable.

6 weeks, wow, I'm sure it feels like forever for you Confluences. Good for you keeping the communication strictly on business. Who knows what tomorrow will bring so stay strong. I've had many days of feeling hopeless like my H was gone forever only to have a complete change come about the next day. Too bad we don't have a crystal ball to tell us how long we have to wait in between those good days.