Have you talked to the OM recently and told him to back off? Right now that's the only thing I can think of you doing since you won't leave.

What have YOU been doing for yourself through all this?

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER