The tide is turning

[forlovessake]

I guess I'm just scared of the ever looming D date...I know people do get re-married, but...just hard to think about. Regardless, I know I'll never go back to yelling or calling names because I truly do feel like a different person who has deepened her relationship with God and has sought personal counseling. That part will definitely remain and cannot be changed. The other part (what he thought was lacking) is him needing to feel love/affection/admiration from me. I feel I need to show that but, yes, probably do need to back down on the pursuit a little bit.