Trains and Boats and Planes.......

[WenikiTiki]

I neglected to say that last night while paddling I stopped at the far beach for a drink of water, I was parched. I don't normally pull up to that beach. The one guy I had arranged to meet for the first time ran up to me calling my name, he was so excited to meet me, (Nice guy). Funny he found me at the wrong beach.

Them while we were paddling my BFF gave me a lecture about letting my son and X run all over me. Her main point was that I am stuck and not moving forward. She is right and I was out there paddling and crying. Pretty emotional.

I got off the water ahead of her, she does an extra lap. I was rinsing my stuff, I thought the new guy was meeting me there. And out of the blue an amazing man started a conversation with me and made sure I knew when he was going to be out on his SUP again. He was so connecting with me. Dang. Suddenly I'm seeing the feast being offered.

Anyway, my ego feels a little better. My heart is still a little beat up.