iknow, isn't it the truth. little thises and thats pop into one's head- life past - etc. i wonder stuff all the time too, sometimes i'm not even miserable when i do- but i do notice it.
i guess you can't wipe away allllll those years - even in a few years. maybe it all stays forever (partially anyway) it was a huge part of your life. me too-\ \\\
i do liek your title- i feel like that today- fell down 97 - back up 98
opnward and upward huh? hope your day is okay-
i'm bummed bout the ow thing also today- in a very mild and neutralway- but feel like you- i'm not competing.
i don't like feeling inspected an compared. if that's wht it is to be- comparing - count me out.
i never was competitive. why begin now i geuss.
ijust don't see the point. it's all in the heart & mind - isn't it? love? atTRACTION, etc.
i'd say thinking of you is definitely 'sometign". maybe he's workin his way thru still-
