NERO FLOATING- throw that line.....

[albamarie]

For two people to commit to each other, to really love each other, it has to be an act of will, and in that decision two people have to live that decision everyday, even when things are hard and you feel like giving up you have to hang on to that decision, that choice to love each other, even if its only by a thread. Quote

This is what I ask myself...do I have that, and if think no, than my path starts to become clearer.

Not easier to walk it....just easier to chose my direction.

Nero, as one thing gets easier another will get harder. Life would get harder for me to have H leave, but I believe if I make that choice, life would also become easier in so many other ways that it wouldn't matter.

I'm am emotionally led and as long as I am not emotionally met by him I will continue to be unhappy in my own home.

I think you are so smart and well aware of life ahead and it's scary, believe me I know as many here do as well. If your h is holding on by a thread as many of us have said, he keeps coming back to you, than your the one in control.

Don't feel so defeated, you hold more power than you think! Be at peace with going back to NJ, it's your home, and new things will blossom when you plant your new garden of hope because your a good person.

((((()))))) Nero!