rh, I hope you do get a break and find your refreshment. (Isn't that a coca-cola ad?) You know how when you push/pull something really heavy your muscles continue to feel stressed even after you stop the push/pull? I think thats where you are rH. The load has altered, but your "muscles" haven't adjusted yet. This, like everything else, will probably take some time. Be gentle with you, you're the only you you have
BF,
thanks for stopping by! I did a google on Newman's blog and it looks like it may still be at least partially available.
H has no problem at all thinking and even expecting me to be in his life along with OW. He doesn't see at all how she takes from our M. In fact, he rationalizes that because she makes him happy that should translate to our M also being happier. (Doesn't seem to work the other way. My unhappiness doesn't affect H.)
I appreciate the good wishes Idk that I share them, but I am thankful you share your hope with me!
Me 46 H 56 M 22 yrs S22, D20, Twin Ss18
You teach people how to treat you by what you allow. What you stop. And what you reinforce. ~~~~~~~ A lack of boundaries invites a lack of respect.
You know how when you push/pull something really heavy your muscles continue to feel stressed even after you stop the push/pull? I think thats where you are rH. The load has altered, but your "muscles" haven't adjusted yet. This, like everything else, will probably take some time. Be gentle with you, you're the only you you have 
