I really need to. But, I just feel so overwhelmed with anger tonight.
I think about how I have been treated the last year and the D I still have to go through . I think about the spousal support I have to pay and the child custody arrangements I have to deal with.
I feel so used, mistreated and lied to. And to top it all off, I still have to live with her and see her everyday for at least 6 more months. All the while the stupid smart phone keeps beeping and she still giggles like a school girls whenever one of these boys calls.
Next week, I get to be a single parent while she runs off to Haiti again for another weeks vacation. I haven't had a vacation without kids in 14 years.
Yes, you are right, I need to let it go. I really need to let it go. I just wish I knew how.
