Marc,

You are so right. I am starting to see this and feel refreshed today to start my DBing again and be thankful for where I am. I have to learn to control my wanting to talk R when she says something that gets my fears going. Its hard to do this on the fly when she is here, but I will pray for the strength to do it.

No offense taken, I know I've needed a good wack upside the head.

I did order that book on audio tape, should be here in a day or so. I also got two books today to help me. One is Mars/Venus, and the other is I thought we'd never speak again (The road from enstrangement to reconsiliation). I am looking forward to the second, its about reconsiling all sorts of relationships and I hope it will give me some insight into my fears.

Also my other thread and talista's thread are helping me with this transisitional time. Its hard but I know God will get me through this as well.


God Bless You, Reuben Cautiously hopeful and keeping the Momentum