I attended the E.E. workshop this past weekend. It was an awesome experience, and I definitely learned a good deal about myself. Befriended some awesome people and gained some honesty about what I was telling myself were my wants/needs.
In getting more support to be self-aware and accepting I also realized that my emotions-thoughts-actions were not congruent with my boundaries. By that I mean I wasn't aware that I allowed my barriers to erode and W was engaging me emotionally and consequently I was reacting to what she was doing or how she felt.
I have been assisted in creating a detailed plan with better support to keep myself detached from the confusion.
Also have to give a huge thanks to the several people from these boards who were there and so supportive. Your friendship and support has been amazing! I will be posting more regularly again in order to stay more aware of any future backsliding.
Me-36 W-31 M-7 S-5 BD Dec/12- things were wrong for awhile, head was in the sand
Seeking means: to have a goal Finding means: to be free, to be receptive, to have no goal
