Things starting in right direction, NEED TIPS!

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Well I feel much better this morning. Man was I crazymaking last night. I need to stop doing that.

When I left for the gym today, I went and let my W know I was leaving and when I would be back. She was on the couch as she got hot sleeping last night. She thanked me for the note, and then nustled up to my face. I told her I sometime don't say the right things, so I needed to tell her in a note. I told her I want this to work, and she said me 2.

I then cleaned of the vehicles, and went to the gym. When I got back I cleaned the drive way and both vehicles, and spread gravel over the walk to her van. When I came in she said she saw me outside and thanked me for clearing the snow. She gave me a hug and kiss. Then she towled the sweet off my head.

We then were sitting watching TV, and I told her my plans today for work and when I would be home. She said she didn't know what she was going to do, but would call me today to let me know (she hasn't done this FOREVER).

Then her brother called and she talked with him. I told her to tell him hi. When she did he must have asked if she was home. She said "yeah I am home, he helped me move back in Sun. We are trying to work things out." That made me feel really good. After the call she told me about how he was doing and what her folks were up to.

I then warmed up her van for her and as she was leaving and she gave me a hug and kiss before she left. She said again she would call and let me know what she was doing.

She is giving me great positive signs, and really busted my PMA even more than it already was. Its good to feel that after my crazymaking last night. I gotta keep up my Goals!

Goals:
1). DO NOT ASK OR EVEN INSINUATE WANTING INTIMACY!

2). DO NOT LET HER KNOW WHEN YOU ARE DISCOURAGED!

3). NO R TALKS UNLESS ANISSA BRINGS IT UP!

4). DO NOT ASK FOR STATUS CHECK, LOOK FOR POSITIVE BABY STEPS AND AFFIRM THEM WITH HER.