Blindsided Part 2

[chl0901]

Hi MileHigh, thanks for stopping by! I've read DB and just got DR in and will start reading it this week. I've been doing my 180s and GALs, and have seen some small improvements in H and my interactions since I started in the end of June. I snooped about a month ago, and saw how much H and OW were talking, meeting up for lunch, day dates, etc. which really upset me and consumed my thoughts most of the time. Since I stopped snooping (after that), I am doing a lot better as far as not being overwhelmed with jealousy and thoughts of OW and my H, but I think I may be back in denial a little bit about them. I guess I'm just afraid that if I never bring it up and H and I keep moving along and get past this, that he will think it's okay to do this again (EA or PA) in the future since there have been no consequences this time. However, I also know that if I confront him, etc., he will most likely deny and lie and that will set us way back so I don't want to do that either.