Linda- i hope your eye is merely stress. my favorite thing to blame every single thing in the universe on- but it's not such a small thing.
i swear (and it's true too) that every time my stress factor is extreme- i endup thinking i'm going blind somewhat and rush out and get new glasses - which are never the answer- after about four years running of doing it in fall as all the craft shows approached and i felt i never was readyo r had enough enventory to generate the income i'd need for a whoooole year- ka ba m. no kidding. i finfally realized what was going on- it was the same deal each time-
so i think it's very good to go get it checked out right away- i also think i'm hoping it'll be nothing major....
and your h in the car- oh man- do you ever sound like me. every single time he's even nice at all (in bed last nite- he kinda snuggled over after turning out the lights- not a big ole body hug - but crummed on over- ended up holding my hannd as fell assleep - wtf was that? hasn't in a few years. so me, i did it, but decided he'd probablyjust had a really satisfying exchange with ow out there on the couch before coming to bed- so was happy for a change - and willing to have mercy for teh serfs (me).
is it nasty or reality? i'd say the latter. i don't want to get my hopes up about anything in the world. it's our natural self defense mechanism.
anyway tho- it was something and felt nice for a change. am i signing up for the wedding registry- i d ont't hnk so.
oh well huh ?// my kindred spirit out tehre- you say stuff i would too.
AND I AGREE - it is someting that he took you, offered, showed cond=cern and then , well - try & forget about the car. (well, try).
he's there and i know what you're saying - it a a good feeling to have someone waiting for us so mewhere - so yay. - it feels good to not bealllll alone in life. i dont' like ti one darn bit - at all - ever.
im sneeking in a write here- hjave th kids- jake is watching barny - what a jerky show- oh well- i'll trake it he's allover the place and i'm tired already adn it's just 1 pm - oiyyyyyy
