Two roads diverged in a yellow wood...

[chasingpavements]

You guys are both right, I do look to him to see if what I am doing is working. I am just going to keep at it. I am not going to change my personality all in order to win him over. I am going to keep doing the positive changes for myself.

I don't feel that I backslided, I am actually glad that I told him how I feel. I am just moreso worried that I am going to initiate a relationship talk that I will regret. I tend to get emotional and all worked up when he says or does something that bothers me. My blood starts to boil and all the emotions come flooding in. I am worried I am going to say or do something I will regret later. I still have a lot of resentment issues to work out.

Well, it's a new week, and hopefully this weeks goes better!!
I am still getting caught up in the fact that I feel invisible to him. I need to get over that and just GAL. If he doesn't see what he is missing out on, that will be his problem, I am doing everything that I can do on my end.