People do have too many secrets and now we are forced to have them also.
This forum, our thoughts and misgivings, our mistrust, pretending we don't want to kill h as we smile at him, we are hiding our hearts that once roamed free.
I still think wonder if its easier, more fun and solid to just start a new. Would the innocence come back....never again to this extent we had, but yea, every R deserves it's due trust.
I wouldn't harber feelings of this experience and put it onto another man. I would just be more grown up, and make sure I am present in a mutualy loving R.
Yea so, I do sound good as you say but it's not because of H this H that, he is not running this show, I am and that's why I sound better.
Run your show Nero. Your a strong women, you have options. You don't have to make h your enemy or even argue to do what is best for you, it's not giving up on the R.
I know you know this!
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
