Hi lnmw... I can understand. Its extremely hard. It doesn't seem to get "muc"h better wtih time either. Its the hardest thing I have ever done! BUT, I know I want better. So... I am trying to be patient & work on myself. Putting my love in God's hands... its all we can do!
Pick yourself up... go for a walk! Calm down!
((HUGS))
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)